Featuring a 40-student high school honors choir, (Trying To) Find Myself is Paranoid Image's largest recording undertaking to date! Christopher Malone wrote this symphonic and choir music to accompany and bring life into lyrics written by Al Buffone. This heart-wrenching song is about depression and suicide. The recording includes elements that help bring out the emotion. The band is so proud of 2021's Denver East High School Honors Choir who contributed their epic voices under the direction of director Rebecca Knack!